Inferiority

Inferiority

Why do I feel no sense of accomplishment?
Was it pointless after all?

She stole my confidence with a mere snigger,
She broke my utter determination.
I feel no lust for power no more,
My fighting spirit now lies dormant.
I have no will to live.

I realise my inferiority.
I was to lie below her,
Trampled on and despised.
Expected to do the unachievable,
I failed all who had hopes upon me.

The difference between us,
How can I say?
She brings the crowd with her,
Yet I am naught but a loner.

Her intelligence shames me,
I am naught but looked down upon.
The way she carries herself,
I cannot be compared.

I am nothing but a measly ant before her,
For a single finger of hers pronounces my execution.
She does not realise the impact she has upon me,
Yet depression lies on me all the same.

Inferiority; I cannot be compared.
I am naught but a idiot,
Given no space to expand.
Fear lurks in my every proposal,
I cannot breathe freely.

Oh somebody save me!
Bring back my past splendour!
Where is my success?
Where is my life?
Am I living in naught but a dream?!

Living in denial indeed,
I cannot surpass her utter intelligence.
Beneath her every breath,
I cannot match her very existence.

I am Inferior.

Written By: Jialing